Something

It is August. It feels like Deja Vu as we still living under the same roof and perceiving the same view day and night. In the meantime, we need to be more grateful so this world looks less messy.

Something over Anything

I'll provide you with anything if you need help, let me know.

I wanna be anything in this world.

I can do anything for you.

I used to like the words anything in my childhood. The usage of anything gives me 99% expectancy that I will be in good hands later. Infinity, but terrific. It seems convincing for 8-years old girl to lift up her dreams. It looks very perfect... when you (by your own self) can achieve and perceive anything, absolutely everyone's dream. Reality check; you can't be anything or provides anything to everyone or you own-self..... Instead, we are created with many flaws and doubts so we can always re-attach our connections with Allah. 

Later, I realized that this convincing word kills my expectation. The world has collapsed as millions of people are dying from this RNA virus. The 'anything' is no longer be my wish-list. As the season passes, I re-think and make a definite answer. The world doesn't need to be very powerful- it just needs to be more kind. 

I'll provide you with something if you need help, let me know.

I wanna be something in this world.

I can do something for you.

It doesn't sound powerful as before but it has a definite answer to someone. It has a low range of expectations but is still impactful for someone. In the name of humanity, people can practice providing something for those who are needed.